I am going down ...

My heaven is fallin' down on me

There are so many mistakes if've done in the past
&
I'm doin' it wrong nowadays...

I thought I could change
change my mistakes 

change who I am

,but in the end
everything went worse.

why do I exist ?
there is nothin' good about me.

so again...
my heaven is falling down on me.

My mind is slowly fading.
The good memories are dying.

I just close my eyes.

by Trace

and I fear...

And, I fear that I've married a ghost, you appeared to have this heart of gold,
and I fear, that you've sold my soul.

Ist es nicht normal ,dass man Angst hat etwas zu verlieren
,dass einem so wichtig ist?

Dass man Angst davor hat
,dass sich das was man am liebsten hat für immer verändert?

Dass man Ansgt hat schlciht und einfach verletzte zu werden ?


Wieso können das so viele Menschen nicht einsehen....?